#7 Grateful

Two days ago was my birthday. Rock, I was really happy that you still remember my birthday. I think I am so lucky to have you as my friend. I am really grateful for that.

#6 Someone’s Saying a Prayer

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight.
Someone’s thinking of me,
And loving me tonite.

Somewhere out there,
Someone’s saying a prayer.
That we’ll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are.
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star.

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby.
It helps to think we’re sleeping underneath the same big sky.

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through.
Then we’ll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams come true.

#5 Bro

Hi, Bro! I was really happy when last nite you sent me an offline message through YM, asking about me. I just want to say sorry to you. Geez, I’m feeling really lonely here. I can’t wait till the next time you’ll drop me another message.

#4 New Month & a Surprising SMS

It’s saturday morning, 1 March 2008, a new month. And I will continue to say sorry to you as many as I can, for a thousand of thousands more.

Today, I got very surprising as well as beautiful SMS I have ever had.  It’s from My Mom. Suddenly, she wrote it this to me:

Ass. Wr. Wb. Ryo, lagi apa? Disana yang sabar ya, Sayang. Orang sabar itu disayang Allah. Hadapilah hidup ini dengan tegar, tenang, dan ikhlas. Berusaha terus dan berdoa pada Allah. Insya Allah apa yang kamu inginkan akan kamu dapat. Ibu sangat sayang padamu.

I never had such a SMS from my mother before. And I have no idea why suddenly she told me so. Maybe It’s kind of “mother intuition”. She feels what I feel. A lonely feeling. I just want to hug her right now, but I can’t since I’m far away from her right now. So I just called her, saying that I was fine and asking about her and also telling her that I really missed her as well.

#3 Monthiversary

Today, Friday nite 29 February 2008. It’s almost 1 month since the birth of baby “A”. How is she now? She must be a really pretty cute little girl. I can imagine how soft and bright her skin is. A cute smile from her little pink lips. I’ll pray for her tonite. Oh, of course, I will pray for you as well, as always.

And how is Snoopy? Is he still around? I hope you take care him well. Btw, Thumper is fine here. He looks happy as well.

I am sorry that I didn’t bring your blue shirt. I leave it in Bandung. I am afraid It will lost if I bring it here. I am sorry for everything.

#2 The Last Hug I Remember

Hi! How are you? Always wondering what you’re doing. Is everything alright? Have you taken lunch? How is your work? Where are you now?

How is your baby “A”? Is she alright?  I have never seen her face or any of her pic? How does she look like?

Well, It has been more than 1 month since the last time we met and that was also the last time we hugged. Yes, It was Saturday, 26 January 2008. It’s only one month, but it seems that time moving really slow in my perspective, It’s like one year already.

I am sorry. I hope you’re always fine.

#1 The Beginning of the sorry

Hi!

I am sorry. I’m sorry for what I’ve done to you. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry for my mistakes. I’m sorry for being selfish.

I’m sorry for doing this to you. I believe It’s the best for us. But still, I miss you. I hope you’re okay there. I hope you’re fine. I hope you’re always happy. I pray for you for that. I will always pray for you as you’re always in my heart. For whole my life.